Well I'm nearly at the end of my first week of my search for a husband and I would have to say that I am further away from that goal than ever.  I’ve just been on the dating site to find that the man I went on a date with last weekend has been online in the last 24 hours also looking so I’m going to take that as a definite sign he didn’t like me.  I had a search for men in this area but I could only find one that I liked the look of so I emailed him.  Let’s see if he replies.

It’s Friday night and I’m sat watching Saving Private Ryan and eating chocolate biscuits.  Maybe tomorrow night I should put my glad rags on and go out.  Meet “real” people and talk to them.  None of this email malarkey!  However, my nights usually go along the lines of a few drinks in Guisborough with my only single local friend and either get chatted up by complete idiots or meet no new men at all.  Guisborough is great.  I’m not knocking it, but every weekend is the same.  The same people are out.  They go to the same pubs and sit in the same seats drinking the same beer as they always do.  I have either been out with the men in Guisborough or know someone who has!  I’m never going to find anyone here.  Guisborough is not an option.

Middlesbrough is better.  Not great, but better.

I’ll continue with the dating site but will attempt to venture out into the real world every now and again.  My husband is out there somewhere!